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Friday, June 09, 2006

((1)) Theres this girl in the mirror, i wonder who she is. Sometimes i think i know her, and sometimes i wish i did. Theres a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbyes. when shes looking back i can tell..x__shes hurting inside </3

((2)) Hold on to what you love
Stay true to what you know

take everything you dream of
and never let it go <3

((3)) No camera could ever capture the look in her eyes & the feeling in her heart when shes looking at him <3

((4)) The girl who seemed unbreakable--broke
The girl who semmed so strong--crumbled
The girl who always lauged it off--cried
&& the girl who would never stop trying--Finally gave up

((5)) So i love this boy. hes my world. but he doesnt care. hes off with some girl. shes probably prettier than me. she's probably nicer and smarter too. but no matter how great she is..she'll never love him like i do

((6)) I want to be someon's last call of the night and their first thought in the morning. i want those 5 hour conversations that end in "no you hang up first." i want the heart racing palm sweaty "whats going to happen next" moments. i want the hugs that you never want to let go of and the stolen kisses that are always the sweetest. but most importantly, i just want to know that someone considers me theirs.

((7)) Look at all the little girls
trying to be Beautiful
because if your anything else
you wont survive

((8)) Ive been hit where it H.U.R.T.S
in the most ((sensitive)) parts
yah sure guys have balls but
Girls have [..Hearts..]

((9)) Sometimes we get second chances..but sometimes we dont even get a first </3

((10)) All she ever wanted was
somebody to actually care

((11)) I'm gonna smile like nothings wrong
talk like everything is perfect
act like its all a dream
and pretend like its not h.u.r.t.i.n.g me

((12)) he looked at me and said, "do you ever feel like you're working for something you're never going to get. you shoot and miss kind of deal... like, no matter what you can't have it, but that makes you fight for it just a little bit more?" i looked at him, stared at him for a second and replied, "everyday..."

((13)) so how do you know when its you he really wants, or you're just a replacement of something he can't have?

((13)) A little jealousy is nice in a relationship. It's always nice to know someone is afraid to loose you.

((14))YoU gOtTa TaKe SoMe ChAnCeS;
yOu GoTtA rIsK iT aLl; YoU gOtTa
ClOsE yOuR EyEs - JuMp; CuZ iT
mIgHt BeWoRtH tHe FaLl ... <3

((15)) Laugh your heart out,
Dance in the rain,
Cherish the memories,
ignore the pain.
L0VE&LEARN
forget and forgive
because remember you only have
|[ o n e l i f e t o l i v e]|

((16)) she finally realized;;
[[all]] of the tears &&
lies just [weren't]

worth it anymore

((17)) i'm the girl the one thats always lost. the one with the fake smile && the girl who seems to be so strong, but daily continues to break. that girl who's always there and seems to have no problems of her own. the one who holds back tears until shes off the phone. that girl who is in love with the guy that doesnt care </3

((18)) Everyone hates hearing me talk about you..
&& all of my friends call me stupid for wanting to be with you.
they tell me that i can do a hundred times better than you.
but nobody understands how much i truely care for you.

((19)) wake me when its over,
i dont feel much like crying tonight

((20)) everything happens for [a reason]
but the [hard part] is trying to
[figure out] what that reason is

((21)) && i had f o r g o t t e n how it felt
to have someone you just CANT

get [ E n 0 u G h ] of <3

((23)) at some point you learn to accept the fact that the people ou wish wouldnt change, do....goodbyes hurt, but only mean forever if you let them. pictures never replace being there, memories good or bad bring tears && nothing lasts forever

((24)) So far, i've learned that every day of your life must be lived to the fullest. life is about smiling laughing and crying. life is about making the most of what you have, and what you've been given. it's about keeping relationships and loosing them. Life is about falling in love and losing someone you do love. life was give to us as a challenge. It's not easy, but you have to ry and meet that challenge and make the most of it while you can because you dont actually know when it will be you turn to lay down to rest. You only have one shot at life, so make sure you take it with both hands and squeeze every little drop out of it you can..<3

((25)) eventually you realize that life sucks, love isn't always real, happiness is only for a limited time..you learn who your real friends are. you learn to hold back tears && learn how to act like you just dont care

((26)) The easiest way to not get hurt is to not care..
but thats the HARDEST THiNG to do.

((27)) there's no point trying to rush fate.
b/c the BEST things in life are
[  w o r t h  the  w a i t   ] <3

((28)) i thought i was going to forget you but i was wrong. i thought i was getting over you but it's been a lie for so long. i though i'd be able to hate you but its something i cant do. no matter where i go or what i do, i'm still in love with you.

((29)) i told myself i'd never like you again but everytim i talk to you i see that smile && thos pretty eyes ... i realized i just can't get over this guy no matter how hard i try

((30)) SOMETiMeS its easier to say you dont care instead of explaining all the reasons why you still do.

((31)) Boy: Crying Means your weak
Girl: No Crying means you care

((32)) truthfully,
i dont blame you
i wouldnt want my broken heart either

((33)) You think it's hard to fall in love?
Try  falling  o  u  t   </3

((34)) same old story  b o y  meets g i r l
&& she falls much harder than him

((35)) Got a problem with me, solve it
Think im trippin, tie my shoes.
Cant stand me, sit back down
Cant face me, TuRN aRouND

((36)) When someone is born, someone dies
Someone laughs, and someone cries
If you love someone, let them know

Cause if they leave tommorow, they will never know

((37)) A heart is [[not]] a play thing
A heart is [[not]] a toy
but if you want it broken
just give it to a boy

((38)) she was a girl who knew how to act happy even when she was sad ++ thats important*

((39)) My head is in the clouds
My heart is in the sky
My mind is in a dreamboat
and you're the reason why--<3

((40)) Shes sitting on a bridge
gazing at the water
shes too afraid to jump
yet so afraid to stay

((41)) My parents always tell me to enjoy life now, because when i grow up I'll have to do all the "hard" things,..like working and paying bills..but for some reason, that sounds so much better then broken hearts && shattered dreams

((42)) drama, emotions, changes, tears, broken hearts and these are supposed to be the best years of our lives?

((43)) I want to cry, really i do. But i guess i just dont want to give you that satisfaction of knowing that you hurt me...once again

((44)) We just have to accept people are going to stay in our hearts even when they dont stay in our lives..

((45)) and even though i know hes a jerk and i know that all he'll do is hurt me..i still love him...i still want him. and i hate myself for it..</3

((46)) So heres to the future..cause im over that past..</3

((47)) Its okay, im alright. now that your here, i wont cry myself to sleep at night.

((48)) Everybody has problems;; Its how you deal with them that seperates you from everybody else

((49)) love cant be explained on paper or in words. its just the feeling of being with you && everyday away from you seems like a year

((50)) Never give up if you still want to try, Never wipe your tears if you still want to cry, Never settele for the answer if you still want to know, Never say you dont love him if you cant let him go

((51)) I wake up each morning
with someone special in mind
someone who is perfect
so sweet and kind
i know this person he exsists,
and we will meet someday

but now i go on with the thought
of finding him one day

((52)) && she may seem so perfect
but behind it all..shes just an accident waiting to happen

((53)) if she could show you how much you hurt her ;; you'd never be able to look her in the eyes again

((54)) Someone once asked me-
"Do you think it`s possible to love someone forever?"
And i thought...
"Forever isn`t long enough"

((55))Dear Diary,
i¡¯m sorry for the wet pages
but i guess you were expecting this
from the second i said
..i met a boy..

((56)) tell him that i hate him
tell him that i found someone new
tell him that i don¡¯t love him anymore
tell him that he means nothing to me
but please don¡¯t tell him i said all of this
..in tears..

((57)) Forget the times you walked by
Forget the times you stopped my cries
All the times you held my hand
The small, sweet things if i can
It`s so hard to have to pretend
I gotta remember now your
Just my friend. </3

((58)) A promise is forever
at least thats what they say
but welcome to reality
They're broken everyday

((59)) maybe that whole love thing is just a grown up version of Santa Claus; just a myth we've been fed since childhood So we keep buying magazines, joining clubs, doing therapy, and watching movies with hit pop songs played over  love montages all in a pathetic attempt to explain why love fails time again and again

((60))the decision to kiss for the first time is the most crucial part in any love story it changes the relationship of two people much more strongly than even the final surrender, because this kiss already has within it that surrender

((61)) i can't just kiss a guy i've had a
major crush on my whole life &&
pretend it doesn't mean anything

((62))i know he doesn`t wanna be with me ;;
he wants to be with her. so i'm not going
to interfere.. i'm just going to sit back &&
watch my whole world disappear.. </3

((63))love is like dominoes one wrong move
and all you worked for falls apart      *

((64))All of the best love stories have
one thing in common; ;you have
to go against all odds to get there. <33

((65))theresonly so much pain one teenage ;;
girl's heart can take & you my dear have
exceeded the limits.

((66))it's funny - you always go back to the friends
that have been there from the very beggining *

((67))just once i wish i could be the girl
who keeps you awake at night<|3

((68))its weird us girls usually ignore
those boys who want us       &&
crave for those who just dont<3

((69))theres something about him that
just wont let me give up.. </3

((70))" and it sucks because i know he`s out there falling in and out of love with girls who aren`t me .."

((71))in school, there were days when you felt like nothing was worth getting out of bed for, but then you remembered you were going to see him. your day was gonna have all these moments, moments that were full of possiblilty when you were sure that something was gonna happen.

((72))iiT 0NLY TAKES A SPLiiT SEC0ND T0 D0 S0METHiiNG
Y0U`LL REGRET F0R THE REST 0F Y0UR LiiFE

((73))¢¾ calling it a simple school girl crush was like saying rolls royce was a vehicle with four wheels; something like a hay wagon. she didn`t giggle wildly and blush when she saw him, nor did she chalk his name on trees or write it on the walls of the kissing bridge. she simply lived with his face in her heart all of the time; a kind of sweet, hurtful ache. she would have DiED for him. ¢¾

((74))¡° if ever there is a tomorrow when we're not together, there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart i`ll always* be with you."

((75))never regret anything because at one point it was exactly what you wanted

((76))ii NEVER TH0UGHT THAT ii W0ULD RiiSK THE CHANCE 0F GETTiiNG HURT AGAiiN
BUT F0R S0ME REAS0N .. WHEN ii`M WiiTH Y0U - iiT ALL SEEMS W0RTH iiT

((77))So I'll roll the film of unforgettable memories

((78))*goodbye is the hardest
thing to sayy . because
you walk away with only
memories ' & memories;
well .. they f a d e away

((79))By telling someone you love them you're <3
giving them the easiest weapon to hurt you.

((80))¢¾ WHY BEiNG A GiRL iS THE BEST:
* we can wear guys clothes. if they wear ours, they get funny looks.
* our friends don`t say hello to us by punching us on the arm.
* yeah, PMS sucks. but at least we have a good excuse to eat chocolate for a week.
* if we`re on a really big ship that happens to hit an iceburg, we`ll get lifeboats first.
* we get the bigger apartment on Friends.
* girl talk. you know, how we just understand eachother without having to explain stuff.
* we never have to stand in a urinal and have other girls stare at us.
* dark circles under the eyes? a hickey? we can just cover them up with a little concealer.
* we don`t have to shave our faces.
* we can jump around alot and shake our hair and it looks like we know how to dance.
* justin, carson, ryan, freddie, orlando, brad. need i explain this one?
* we get yummy chocolates and flowers from guys.
* we don`t have to dowse our food in tabasco sauce just to look tough.
* that whole circumcision thing!
* when we get married, we get to keep our own name or choose the one that we like better.
* we don`t have to deal with sideburns. what`s up with those anyway?
* at least one girl always survives in horror flicks.
* we never have to wear tighty-whities.. or jock straps!
* even if we are ugly, we have make up to fix it.
* we can take stuffed animals to bed no matter how old we are.
* we don`t have to wear tuxedos to the prom.
* nose hair, ear hair, back hair - so not a problem for us.
* slumber parties! guys just don`t know how much fun those are.
* we don`t have to worry about getting hurt, um, down there.
* that special bond we have with our moms-some day.
* we don`t feel the need to slap our teammates butt when she makes a good play.
* nobody makes fun of us for liking the backstreet boys or n'sync. well, almost nobody.
* pick up lines. they`re not something we need to practice.
* we can get away with wearing platform shoes without looking goofy.
* we give really really good advice.
* on tv shows we`re always the ones that have the coolest super powers.
* dollhouse, delias, XOXO, wetseal, abercrombie, etc.
* we can put cottonballs between our toes, paint our nails, and not feel the least bit silly.
* daria and lisa simpson are girls.
* bevis and butt-head aren`t.
* the coolest, sweetest songs and poems have been written about us.
* we don`t have to sit on our wallets.
* our wallets have a place for change.
* it is entirely possible that we will marry ben affleck someday.
* our lives do not revolve around ESPN or sports center.
* we can wear dresses w/ out getting really weird looks from people.
* it`s not required that we learn how to spit when we`re young.
* we are called tomboys, boys are called girly.
* nicole, tori, sarah, paula, alanis, gwen.
* we have nicer handwriting than guys. well, it`s true.
* our magazines have horoscopes.
* we don`t have to stuff boxers in our jeans.
* female pro athletes aren`t overpaid egomaniacs.
* girls with guy first names (like joey) sound cool, but it doesn`t work the other way around.
* we look great in tanktops.

((81))you promised you'd love me forever. well, that's quite a long time to be wrong.

((82))im offering you my heart
and if thats not enough..
thenimnotenough <l3

((83))do me a favor... try to watch what you say around me... bahcuz if you havent already noticed:: im still in love with you

((84))i wish my mom woulda told me
the same thing about people as
she said about scary movies...
[[ *--||-->>they're all fake.

((85))wouldnt life be perfect* is l s w e a t p a n t s l were [(hott)] monday mornings were fun ;; if junk food was good for you all kisses were maginal’* if like was always worth living...[&&lovedidnthurt]

((86))i'll spend my whole day getting ready
t r y i n g to make myself look beautiful
so that you'll fall in love with me...
but i wont be surprised if you dont even notice me

((87))all I want, is 0NE GUY  who would prove to me that they`re not all the same

((88))go ahead, break my heart. it's
useless without you anyway <3

((89))you didn't crush me... oh no my darlinq...you completely destroyed me

((90)) It's every girls dream to have
a guy call her at  3 a.m. just to
say  `hey babe... just wanted
to  tell  you   i love you`.

((91))Your missing whats right in front of you
a girl that would give up anything just
to be with you...

((92))Let's go dancing
& fall in love.
& break each others hearts
with a tragic Goodbye,
& then,
tomorrow we can do it all again.

((93))Too young to die &
too old to believe in
promises... </3

((94))No one dies a virgin
life screws us all...

((95))Girls.Ladies.Sisters
This is to the ones who
have always been there
when the world shut me out.
This is to the ones who cared.
Memories.Tears.Phone Calls
No one can replace the times we've had
and what we have been through.
Best Friends Forever. <33

((96))I'm not a little girl anymore.
I've learned who to trust & who to ignore
some girls don't know a thing and
a suit case full of drama is about all they bring.

((97))Go ahead.
Break it again.
I'm used to it by now.

((98))And I am giving up this game &
leaving you with all the blame cause
I'm sick of your lies & I realized
your never gonna change.

((99))I'm just like any other girl
live & love & break hearts & and am broken hearted.
& just like any other girl,
I cry.

((100))Stop being so sweet,
it's killing me slowly
stop making me smile,
I'll end up frowning
stop saying I'm pretty,

it makes me feel ugly
you tease me to death,

because your so fake
so tell me you hate me,

&
I'll feel loved.

((101))Advice is what we ask for when we know
the answer, but wish we didn't...

((102))When I'm with you the only
place I really wanna be is closer.

((103))You wanna know what really sucks?
when you wanna ask one simple
question but your heart is way too
scared of the answer...

((104))When this is said & done
I really hope you look back &
wonder if maybe falling in love
with me wasn't such a bad idea.

((105))I don't get mad anymore.
because I expect the lowest
from people. Even with all
I'm going through... I wouldn't

change a thing. Because life is
how you grow.
You live. You learn. and You know.

((106))the only regrets you should have in
life ; are the chances you didn't take.

((107))Do it today,
it may be illegal tomorrow.

((108))Sometimes you gotta stop chasing
a dream and let it catch you**

((109))If your not willing to
risk it all then you
don't want it badly
enough...

((110))I live in a word of people pretending
to be something they're not. But when
I talk to you, I'm the girl I want to be.

((111))I live in a world, which being me- is not enough.

((112))Go on & use me
I can promise that
you wont be the first.

((113))It's hard to wait around for something
you know won't ever happen
but it's even harder when you know that
it's all you want.

((114))Over the years I've come to learn that things
don't always last forever... there's no such
thing as "perfect", & you'll hurt the ones
that you would never want to hurt. But
the important thing is find the people who
will love you with your mistakes. _____*

((115))I'm falling now because
I'mm holding on to things
that are no longer there*

((116)) I'm in the middle of trying to choose
who do I want to love &
who am I willing to loose...

((117))I like the whole
single, party, fun thing
but sometimes I wouldn't mind the whole
hugging, holding hands, I'm his girl kinda thing.

((118))I'll just pull myself together
just to fall once more*

((119))You can always close your eyes
to the things you don't wanna see
but you can't close your heart
to the things you don't wanna feel

((120))I dont forgive people because I'm weak
I forgive them because I'm strong enough
to understand people do make mistakes.

((121))You will never know true pain,
until you look into the eyes of someone you love,
and they look away.

((122))There's only one rain cloud in the entire sky
and it's raining on me.
somehow, I'm not surprised.

((123))Things are changing, we're growing apart
It's not goodbye but a change in heart.
The road we've traveled was just a start
I'm sure we'll meet again.

((124))Dont make no mistake about it
Dont you ever doubt it
I'm a girl of many smiles
& I'm not okay inside
I really feel like dying
My eyes get swollen from all the crying
I'm sorry... I'm really trying.

((125))Laughter is timeless
Imagination has no age
Dreams are forever.

((126))I want him to come up behind me
and wrap his arms around my waist,
to catch me off guard and whisper...
"I Love You"

((127))& they fell for eachother.
like they both always knew
they would. <3

((128))I'm not afraid of heights; I'm afraid of
falling. I'm not scared of the dark; I'm
scared of what's in it. I'm not afraid to
love; I'm afraid of not being loved back.

((129))she was beautiful.
she had everything & more.

((130))& this is where the hurting starts
& the nightmare begins.

((131))Close up your eyes & try hard not to cry again...
you deserve better then your being treated.

((132))I have a habit of falling too hard and
falling too fast, and getting my hopes
up for something I know wont last. </3

((133))I could be an organ donor
the way I give up my heart. </3

((134))I'll be sleepless
so cry yourself to sleep
this is about broken hearts
this is about me
bending again for nothing

I'd run to you but pain awaits </3

((135))Sometimes the feeling that comes back
 is the one that never went away...

((136))We laughed when people said we
wouldn't want to leave but we cried
when they told us we had to go*

((137))When a girl hates you the way she hates you,
it really means that she likes you.
That's basic kindergarten psychology.

((138))I guess things happen for a reason
tears eventually fade&one day
everything will be exactly how its supposed to be...

((139))Moving on is a process;
you have to promise yourself
your really ready to let go

((140))Now I feel it, we're at the end of the road
and whatever we had, now I gotta let go.

((141))bestfriends are people who make your
problems, their problems .. just so you
don't have to go through them alone

((142))theres always a little bit of  w h o r e
in every girl when it comes to that one guy

((143))it`s weird how you say
that you hate the boy who
broke your heart but when
he runs back to you
you’re arms are wide open.

((144))I want to cry, I really do.
but I guess I don't want
to give you the complete
sat
isfaction of knowing
that you hurt me ...

((145))sometimes even though youu`re
having a good time, youu can`t
help but stop & think about the
GOOD       0LD             DAYS

((146)) she reads the entire dictionary
and not one word can describe how she feels

((147))the saddest lies are the ones we tell ourselves

((148))Its the friends you can call at
four in the morning who listen to you cry
on the phone even when they know he
didnt deserve you anyways.. x3

((149))i CAN'T LET MYSELF GET L0ST iN HiS ARMS,
THAT'S H0W i G0T MY HEART BR0KEN BEF0RE..

((150))even though i remind myself that
we'll most likely never be together
i just can't let myself fall for anyone else.

((151))Just let me dream...
Even if it means having my dreams shattered in the end...

((152))& every night when I go to bed...
I wonder what's wrong with me..
What I could change to make him see...
Then I realize the more I try...
The less he's going to see the r.e.a.l me...

((153))Just once I want to feel what everyone says is unexplainable...
I want to know what being in love is all about...
but no matter how much I want to feel love...
I'll wait until you're ready to c.a.t.c.h me when I f.a.l.l...

((154))We all live like we have forever left to live...
Getting caught up in the drama...
Wasting precious moments on useless distractions..
One day we'll wonder where it all went...
Then remember what we wasted it on...and how it wasnt even worth it

((155))& F0R 0NE DESPERATE M0MENT
     THERE HE CREPT BACK iN HER MEM0RY.
         iT'S S0 PAiNFUL WHEN S0MTHiNG iS
            S0 CL0SE YET STiLL S0 FAR 0UT 0F
                              HER REACH.. <|3

((156))even when life's music stops playing...never stop dancing

((157))WHEN i L00K BACK N0W, THAT SUMMER
   SEEMED T0 LAST F0REVER, & iF i HAD THE
  CH0iCE, YEAH i'D ALWAYS BE THERE, TH0SE
          WERE THE BEST DAYS 0F MY LiFE..<3

((158))How do you if he really loves you? it`s when you SCREAM, and he CALMS you.  When you SLAP him, and he KiSSES you.  When you CRY, and he HUGS you.  When you tell him you hate him, and he tells you he l o v e s you. <33

((159))Im sorry if i made you cry, im sorry if tears fell from your eyes, that isnt at all what i intended to do, just remember that all the tears that fell from your eyes....fell from mine too...<3

((160))first love, we've all been through it
it can really take a hold of you, make
you do some pretty crazy things..<3

((161))I want him to come up behind me
and wrap his arms around my waist,
to catch me off guard and whisper...
I L o v e Y o u

((162))I don’t want to be his whole life ...
just his favorite part

((163))& she's just a stupid little
girl with her hopes too high
& feelings much too strong
especially for a boy like him

((164))you cant hurt me anymore. i'm already
broken. Sure you can pick at the torn pieces
but nothing will hurt more than that first blow
to my heart So go ahead with your lies & chilidish games. They don't hurt. I cant feel
it. I already went numb

((165))go ahead;; break my heart its
uselesss without you anyway

((166))i want someone who will day dream
about me in class then the teacher --
will yell at him and tell him he needs
to listen. he'll say he's sorry and then
looks at me, smiles && whispers - -
|[ i love you ]|

((167))all i wanna be is the girl falling asleep in your arms
not caring about anything in the world except
how i feel right there with you.

((168))& no matter what happens,
or how much time goes by
i could never forget the first time
you looked at me & i fell
in love with your eyes.

((169))it`s those days where we sit around && do nothing . it`s
the moments we laugh so hard, we cry . it`s the way we
look at each other && know what`s going on through
each other's head it's those stupid pictures & jokes.
those are the reasons we`re best friends.

((170))

that girl she isnt pretty or perfect

but for some reason i'm jealous -

of her , maybe cause she has the

one thing i'd die to have .. h I m *

((171))I dont need perfect...
or anything close to it...
I just need to know you'll love me..
at least for now...
And if that feeling goes away...
promise me you'll let me go...

((172))it`s weirdd... the way we ALWAYSS find ourselves
RUNNING BACK to the ones we USED TO LOVE ;;
for some reason, t h i n k i n g that it might work out
DIFFERENTLY the s e c o n d time around . .. . ... . </3

((173))SHE`Sz JUST A TYPiCAL TEENAGE GiRL
ANGRY
; iNSECURE ; C0NFUSED ; SHEE
WANTSz Y0U T0 TELL HER THiNGSz Will
BE 0HKAY, BUT SHE D0ESN`T WANT 2 b
.. LiED T0.

((174))he was the one .. and let me tell
you something.. he still is
♥♥

((175))Love is the s l O w e s t
form of | ` `s u i c i d e `

((176))want me or you dont..you'll love me
or you wont -- make up your mind its
now or never..i'll tell you right now,
i'm not waiting __[x]  f o r e v e r

((177))behind my smile is a hurting heart
behind my laugh, i`m falling apart.
look closely at me and youu will see.
the girl i am .. isn`t me.

((178))sometimes paper is the only thing that will listen to you.

((179))in a perfect world there would be no need for mirrors
because every girl would have a guy to tell them they're
                          * b e a u t i f u l  *

((180))when i look in . [ his * eyes ] .everythin` thatz | bad |
in my life suddenly becomes - [ good ] -`nd when .
[ i ` m . w i t h . h i m ] . - nothin` - else matters
: but :* t h a t . m o m e n t *

((181))everybody wants happiness* && nobody
wants pain -- but you cant have a rainbow
without a little rain </3

((182))every girl needs a best
friend to help her laugh
when she thinks she`ll
-n e v e r- smile a g a i n.

((183)) I cant picture being in anyone elses arms but his

((184))------- it's not about keeping your promises. . .
its about following your heart
-The Notebook <3

((185))Remember when we were little...
we'd pretend to be in love
A kiss on the cheek, hand in hand...
I was yours, and you were mine
And even though we were only 9...
We thought we knew so much...
Then you moved away...and we lost touch

If
we knew it all....experts on love
We would have held on forever...
I guess we didnt know a thing about love

((186))Female Comebacks
M: Is this seat empty?
F: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

M: Your place or mine?
F: Both. You go to yours and I'll go to mine.

M: Hey baby, what's your sign?
F: DO NOT ENTER.

M: How do you like your eggs in the morning?
F: Unfertilized.

M: I'd like to call you. What's your number?
F: It's in the phone book.
M: But I don't know your name.
F: That's in the phone book too.

M: I can tell that you want me.
F: Oh you’re so right! I want you… to leave
 

((187))))YoU gOtTa TaKe SoMe ChAnCeS;
yOu GoTtA rIsK iT aLl; YoU gOtTa
ClOsE yOuR EyEs - JuMp; CuZ iT
mIgHt BeWoRtH tHe FaLl ... <3

((189))Declare what you feel..
With a hand over your heart
And a hand on the bible
Swear to me that you will
Love me forever

((190))Give me my heart//
I want it back...
You should be arrested
For shoplifting --

((191))&& i finally found that life goes on without you. and my world still turns when you're not around </3

((192))& F0R 0NE DESPERATE M0MENT
     THERE HE CREPT BACK iN HER MEM0RY.
         iT'S S0 PAiNFUL WHEN S0MTHiNG iS
            S0 CL0SE YET STiLL S0 FAR 0UT 0F
                              HER REACH.. <|3

((193))you can't be old && wise if you
were never young && crazy ;; 

((194))It's not up to me anymore. If you want me in your life ..
you'll find a way to put me there

((195))unless youve lived my life
[DON`T JUDGE ME .. ]
because you [don`t] ..
[never have] ..
& [never will]
know every little thing about me

((196))if only he could understand
how much shit he puts me
[ t h r o u g h ] <3

((197))On the phone a year later he asked her if she missed him. Her reply was "Actually, I don't miss you. I miss the guy who called me every second he could, who sat at home on Saturday nights thinking of me when we couldn't be together. The guy who came to my house after every fight, the guy who told me I looked beautiful. That's the guy I miss. Well honestly, how could I miss you? I don't even know who you are anymore... </3 !

((198))we used to be able to talk about -everything- but
now it`s impossible to even start a decent conversation
with youu .. youu can`t deny it, thingsz have changed ..
we`ve grown apart * && youu have to face the fact that i
will no longer be there every single time youu need me ..
the truth is what it is .. and that is i do not have anymore
respect for youu as an individual now .. youu are just
another face in the crowd

((199))He's the
cutest, nicest,
greatest, sexiest,
most romantic, most intensive
asshole I have EVER met.

((200))--inside i'm slowly dying but the rain will hide my crying.
don't you know my tears will burn the pillow ; sett thiss
place on fire cause i'm tired of your lies.. all ii neededd
was a simple "hello"  but the traffic was so noisy that
you could not hear me cryy ; i gave you my love & then
my body never knew such pleasure, my heart nnnever
knew such pain& you leave me so confused now im_
all cried ouuuuutttt

((201))

30 THINGS GUYS SHOULD KNOW ABOUT GIRLS: written by a guy. after years of experience.

1.Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do.

2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud.

3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat.

4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.

5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.

6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.

7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.

8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.

8.5 If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did.

9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it...

10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.

11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a pussy..

11.5 Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time!

12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it's not a serious relationship.


13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely.

14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to beat the shit out of him.

15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.


16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.

17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.

18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents, and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.

19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky.

20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like shit, so be understanding.

21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.

22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.

23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.

24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.

25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.

26. Memorize their god damn birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life.

27. Don't marinade the cologne, but smell good.

28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful. Jewelry is always nice.

29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if you draw it out.

30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.


31.  just don`t pretend like
we never kissed ..
we never hugged,
& don`t deny that
you told me you loved me

((202))& you say we're too young
...but maybe your too old to remember... <3

((203))There's something about the look in your eyes.
Something I noticed when the light was just right.
And It reminded me twice that I was alive,
It reminded me that you are so worth the fight.

((204))She has everything and more
yet she still brakes down in tears
every night.
i guess there really is--
more than meets the eyes <3

((205))...And so i hold my breath
Till my heart explodes <|3

((206))Dreams are answers to questions
our hearts don't know how to ask yet.

((207))

Want to here my story?
When i was a little girl my mother
told me all about fairytales.
She said if i had a dream it would come true.
I believed her and moved on with my life.
And i found a guy.
Someone who won my heart by first
sight, touch, & kiss.
Well as you know i was still young at the time.
I still believed in fairytales.
One day i drove to his house to suprise him
by taking him to dinner.
I found him the the house with another girl.
Bashfully i turned away and never looked back.
I went home to talk to my mother.
I told her fairytales arent real.
She said, "No, but love is."
That was my past. Now i found a guy that i love.
The guy my mother meant by a fairytale.

((208))i'M S0 SiCK 0F iMMATURiTY, 0F NAME CALLiNG, 0F LABELS, 0F G0SSiP, 0F HiGHSCH00L. iT JUST D0ESNT MAKE SENSE T0 ME ANYM0RE & i FiND MYSELF BEiNG NiCE T0 PE0PLE THAT i W0ULD RATHER STRANGLE..

((209)) i LiVE iN A PLACE WHERE EVERY0NE
GETS HiGH, THE GRADES GET L0W. & iF
S0ME0NE HAS A SECRET.. EVERY0NE KN0WS.

((210))to much drama up in this fake
hearted school
. the preps ; the goths ;
the less-than-cool. where it starts & stops;
who's to define? who's to be trusted &
where to draw the line? screaming &
crying & all the useless chatter. you live,
you die, only life is what matters..
Filled with smiles, lies, & fears..
welcome to the magic of HiGH SCH00L YEARS ..

((211))..& youu may not know it

and i may not show it, but

why can`t youu see? that

youu mean everything to me.

never wanted the stars

never shot for the moon

i like them right where

they are...all i wanted

was youu <33

((212))

Y0U KN0W LiFE iS W0RTH THE STRUGGLE

WHEN Y0U L00K BACK 0N WHAT Y0U L0ST

 & REALiZE WHAT Y0U HAVE N0W iS S0

MUCH BETTER..

((213))

--? You will never know
how many time I?ve laid
in my bed all night just ?
thinking how much you
mean to me & how much
?3. . . I love you . . . ?3

 

((214))it's not about being who everyone else
wants you to be. it's about being *
yourself && finding someone who +
loves every bit of it <3 _______x

((215))you have three choices ; you can
give up, give in, or give it your all

((216))I just wanna call him up & be like
"Take it or leave it" but I'm afraid to
because I have a feeling he'll leave it

cus he doesn`t need me as much as i need him.

((217))S0METiMESz the smallest things
in life are the hardest to do. like
clickin on his screen name & just
sayin ?hey? ?`cause it hurts to know

that you might be in love again

((218))& all she wants is someone that will treat her right.
Someone that will call her beautiful when she needs it most
someone that will love her ; endlessly.

((219))& it seems like the things that last the longest...
Are the things that are the most unexpected...

((220)) So tell me you love me
cuz right now its all i need to hear

((221))..& just like every other night.. i looked up at the
stars and wasted another wish on you.. <3

((222))sometimes the two people that are
meant to be //  are the last ones to
realize it ..

((223)) So heres to the teenage years..
&& never knowing why it hurts like hell

((224))a best friend is someone who makes
your problems their problems so you
don't have to go through them alone .

((225))&& i kno how it feels
to sit on the edge of your bed
head in your hands
wishing it would all just end...

((226))It's Halloween all year here,
people dressing up to be somebody their not.

((227))So afraid
to get hurt
a | g | a | i | n

((228))if you're single, there's only one thing
you should take out with you on saturday
nights » your girls <3

((229))you know we both said it..
"i love you..".."i love you too"
the only difference?
i didnt lie.

((230))real loss is only possible
when you love something
more than you love yourself

((231))fake it like you matter, cause that's the biggest secret you have to keep

((232))instead of just say no, why not just say yes, just once, and see what happens.

((233))i love this crazy, tragic, sometimes almost magic, awful beautiful life...

((234))everybody has difficult years but alot of times the difficult years end up being the greatest years of your whole entire life, if you survive them.

((235))life takes turns when you don't want it to take turns. and that's just part of life, it's just something we have to accept, knowing that tomorrow is not promised-

((236))F0RGET HiS NAME- F0RGET HiS FACE
F0RGET HiS KiSS && WARM EMBRACE
F0RGET THE THiNGS HE USED TO SAY
REMEMBER NOW HE'S G0NE AWAY
F0RGET THE THiNGS HE USED T0 D0
F0RGET THE SHiT HE PUT Y0U THR0UGH
F0RGET THE L0VE THAT Y0U 0NCE SHARED
F0RGET THE FACT THAT HE 0NCE CARED
F0RGET THE WAY HE SAiD Y0UR NAME
REMEMBER N0W THiNGS ARENT THE SAME
F0RGET THE TALKS THAT Y0U 0NCE HAD
F0RGET THE TH0UGHTS THAT MADE Y0U SAD
F0RGET THAT YOU SAiD Y0U W0ULD WAIT
REMEMBER N0W HiS L0VE iS HATE
F0RGET HiM WHEN THEY PLAY Y0UR S0NG
F0RGET Y0U 0NCE CRiED ALL NiGHT L0NG
F0RGET THAT HE WAS EVER WR0NG
S0 TURN AWAY AND SAY S0 L0NG

((237))They ignore each other &
look .away. but deep down
they both know that it wasn't

supposed to end this way.

((238))i hope this ends like a movie: he's chasing her,
i'm chasing him. && in the end, he realizes i'm
the one who he should be chasing.

((239))every girl needs a best friend to turn to
when she has no idea what to do <3

((240))there will always be those awkward times
when we look at each other and remember
how things used to be .

((241))do you know how it feels to be dead while alive, to fall asleep; each night to the sound of your cries, to have your life change in the blink of an eye, to discover your reality was nothin but lies? Do you know how it feels to want someone to blame, to find yourself alone when you`'re in the greatest pain, to shed a river of tears at the mention of a name, to realize that from this date forward things will never be the same? Do you know how it feels to learn your best wasn`t good enough,; for some one you love to violate your* ultimate trust, to find out all those words were just cold-hearted bluffs, to accept that the future holds no more promise for us? ;Do you know how it feels to make a fresh start to keep a smile on your Face after your whole world fell apart?

((242))it's hard to wait around for something
you aren't sure will even happen,
but it's even harder when you know
it's all you want <|3

((243))I caught my reflection one day...as I walked by that mirror...
I turned around to look and I all I saw was a distorted image...
& at that moment I realized I had no idea who i was anymore...
Just a lost soul in this world of perfection...

((244))

After she finally told him how much she loved him all he said was one word "oh" and right then her  heart shattered into a million pieces
i probably shouldn't be telling you this, but no matter what you do to me, i'm still here. for some crazy reason i'll stick around through the bad times & the fights. i'll make up excuses for why you didn't call, why you never cared. i'll keep coming back for more even when you push me away. i think i'm just staying around so that one day when i finally do leave for good, you'll look back & say "wow, that girl really did love me." x3

((245))

 

I dont understand you,
you loved me, or you
said so atleast. but
you know my act ,
you know i appear
strong, but im hurting
and
crying inside,
yet-you still manage
to walk right by me
without a care--


 

((246))sometimes things happen and we don't understand why
sometimes things happen and we can't help but cry
when you feel u can't put up with it just hold on
cuz believe me..what doesn't kill u makes you stronger

((247)) I dream of finding my one true love, but where
on Earth can he be? He's not in my life. He's
just in my dreams, not real for me to see. I want
to hold him in my arms and show him all my love
and never ever hurt him, just protect him like a
dove. But where on Earth are you, my love that
I can't see? I don't want you in my dreams, I want
you here with me..

((248))Have you ever been lying in your bed
thinking about him & your body starts
to tingle and all of a sudden you want
nothing more than to be in his arms?

((249))Back then it was those pictures that if they ever got deleted i would cry
it was those pictures that made me laugh when i would look at them
those pictures i posted everywhere

those pictures that could never be re-taken..
Now its those pictures i spend hours crying over and remembering what we had.

((250))<<----im a daughter hiding my depression
im a big sister making a good impression
im your friend acting like im fine
im a teenager pushing her tears aside
im the girl sitting next to you
im the one asking you to care
im your best friend hoping that you'll be there-->>

((251))Because for  me, it's you. It's always been you. I've tried to hide it and I've tried to deny it, but you're undeniable.

((252))You know you truly care when you have to try and convince yourself that you don't.

((253)) Hold me close and don't let go. I love you and I want you to know, I want to be with you forever from this day. I love you in every possible way.


Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Ok soo i live in New Hampshire and we are in a state of emergency so i cant update sorry! I might have to evacuate. I'll be back as soon as possible wish me luck!

 

Max i love you babe!  Im hoping we can get together

 

Just ask you already know the answer.


Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Okaay this is really long and should last you awhile bcuz i have to recover from my surgery. Leave lots of comments. Ohh yeah and heres something new or a change: Whats a better song What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts or Whats Left Of Me by Nick Lachaey? Leave your pick in a comment. My Pick: What Hurts The Most <333

 

P.s. Im hoping to have alot more subies when i get back soo do me the favor and please spred the word about this site i would really appreciate! Especially cuz i just got surgery and wont be on for atleast a week or soo.

 

 

i`m nowhere near perfect ; i eat when
i'm bored, i fall for boys too easily, i'm
vulnerable to believing lies, i'm
hoping
that one day i don't need a fake smile &&
made up stories to get someone to like me,
i live by quotes that explain exactly what
i'm going through &i make up excuses for
everything. i have my best friends && my
enemies; drama & memories. i'm just your
average typical teenager

your best friend listens to you when you don`t
make sense stands by you
when people call
you things
-argues when you`re not right at all
*trusts you when she knows you`ll mess up
when you cry shes there helping you out &&
thats how i know she`s truly my bestfriend *

she knows i like him,
whenever im with her i never shut up about him
then tonight, it all changed,
cause she had to dance with him<3

he's all i talk about
he's all i think about
he's all i dream about
he's all i whisper about
he's all i giggle about
he's all i ever wanted
-- && i love him more than anything

I drive my friends nuts, because
when i talk about you....
I never shut up

Sometimes I ask myself "Does he really care?" or does he just like to pretend he does so he always has someone to fall back on when one of those other girls aren't around?


shes taking her time making up the reasons to justify
all the hurt inside. Guess she knows from the
smiles
& the looks in their eyes everyones just thinks she
was a stupid little girl with her hopes way to high
.

& it's no big deal,
so i wasn't good enough for you,
i've never been good enough.
not for anything, or anybody
my whole entire life

 

*Teenage Years*
Big dreams, Stupid fights, Sleepy days, Endless
nights
Broken hearts, Mascara tears, Cell phone
bills
Report card fears, Clothes too tight, Shoes so high
Out past curfew, Another lie
, Eyeshadow color
Midnight black, Lip gloss flavor,
Cherry Attack
Belts with stars, Boys with
cars
Just a taste of
teenage years
*Your only a teenager once so live it!*

cross your heart & hope to die
clothes 'n make up boys 'n lies
always together until the end
that's the definition of
true
- B E S T F R I E N D S -

There is something I’ve been meaning to say,
I cant stop thinking about you everyday,
I have feelings for you I cant explain,
I feel that I have fallen again,
you’re on my mind day & night,
being with you feels so right
.

New Years: A time where you can put the past behind you and start a new page in your life. A time when you can end and begin a year of your life with the people you love. A time where you and millions of others watch the ball drop in Times Square as you count down the last seconds of a year in your life. A time where all you want is his kiss to be your first of the new year

i want to be your last kiss of 2005
& your first kiss of 2006 <3

All I want to be is a girl falling
asleep in a boys arms and not caring
about anything else in the world,
except how I feel right there
with him.

She stood in the pouring rain
SCREAMING HIS NAME
as he slowly walked away.

and she pretends she doesn't care,
but really . . she cares more than anyone else. <33 I love this one… and its true about me with something that happened

i want to be the girl you kiss
when the ball hits 2006 <33

 

SUiCiDE?

ASK THE 25 YEAR 0LD WH0 TRiED T0 ELECTR0CUTE HiMSELF.
HE LiVED. BUT B0TH 0F HiS ARMS ARE G0NE.

WHAT AB0UT JUMPiNG? ASK J0HN. HE USED T0 BE iNTELLiGENT,
WiTH AN ENGAGiNG SENSE 0F HUM0R. THAT WAS BEF0RE HE LEAPT
FR0M A BUiLDiNG. N0W, HE`S BRAiN-DAMAGED && WiLL ALWAYS NEED CARE. HE STAGGERES && HAS SEiZURES. HE LiVES iN A F0G. BUT W0RST 0F ALL.. HE KN0W`S HE USED T0 BE N0RMAL.

WHAT AB0UT PiLLS? ASK THE 12 YEAR 0LD WiTH EXTENSiVE LiVER DAMAGE FR0M AN 0VERD0SE. HAVE Y0U EVER SEEN ANY0NE DiE 0F LiVER DAMAGE? Y0U TURN YELL0W. iT`S A HARD WAY T0 G0.

WHAT AB0UT A GUN? ASK THE 24 YEAR 0LD WH0 SH0T HiMSELF iN THE HEAD. N0W HE DRAGS 0NE LEG, HAS A USELESS ARM && HAS N0 ViSi0N 0R HEARiNG 0N 0NE SiDE. HE LiVED THR0UGH HiS 'F00LPR00F' SUiCiDE. Y0U MiGHT T00.

BUT.. WH0 WiLL CLEAN Y0UR BL00D 0FF THE CARPET 0R SCRAPE Y0UR BRAiNS FR0M THE CEiLiNG? C0MMERCiAL CLEANiNG C0MPANiES MAY REFUSE THAT J0B .. BUT S0ME0NE HAS T0 D0 iT.

WH0 WiLL HAVE T0 CUT Y0U D0WN FR0M WHERE Y0U HUNG Y0URSELF 0R iDENTiFY Y0UR BL0ATED B0DY AFTER Y0U`VE DR0WNED? Y0UR FATHER? Y0UR M0THER? Y0UR WiFE? Y0UR S0N?

THE CAREFULLY W0RDED 'L0ViNG' SUiCiDE N0TE iS 0F N0 HELP. TH0SE WH0 L0VED Y0U WiLL NEVER C0MPLETELY REC0VER. THEY`LL FEEL REGRET & AN UNENDiNG PAiN.

SUiCiDE iS C0NTAGi0US. L00K AR0UND Y0UR FAMiLY. L00K CL0SELY AT THE 4 YEAR 0LD PLAYiNG WiTH HiS CARS 0N THE RUG. KiLL Y0URSELF T0NiGHT, & HE MAY D0 iT TEN YEARS FR0M N0W.

Y0U D0 HAVE 0THER CH0iCES. THERE ARE PE0PLE WH0 CAN HELP Y0U THR0UGH THiS CRiSiS. CALL A H0TLINE. CALL A FRiEND. CALL Y0UR MiNiSTER 0R PRiEST. CALL A D0CT0R 0R H0SPiTAL. CALL THE P0LiCE. THEY WiLL TELL Y0U THAT THERE`S H0PE. MAYBE Y0U`LL FiND iT iN THE MAiL T0M0RR0W. 0R iN A PH0NE CALL THiS WEEKEND. BUT WHAT Y0UR SEEKiNG C0ULD BE JUST A MiNUTE, A M0NTH, 0R A DAY AWAY.

Y0U SAY Y0U D0N`T WANT T0 BE ST0PPED? STiLL WANT T0 D0 iT? WELL, THEN, i MAY SEE Y0U iN THE PSYCiATRiC WARD LATER. && WE`LL W0RK WiTH WHATEVER Y0U HAVE LEFT.

REMEMBER: SUiCiDE iS A PERMANENT S0LUTi0N T0 A TEMP0RARY PR0BLEM <3

SPREAD THiS T0 ANY0NE & EVERY0NE Y0U KN0W + MAKE iT KN0WN

 

5 Things A Girl Could Not Live Wihout:
1. Make Up
2. Cell Phone
3. The Mall
4. Desginer Brands
5. Her Best Friends <3

We might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next,
and don’t want to talk then next year..
just wanted to let you know-
you made a difference in my life.
I’ll always remember you
And the memories we shared. X3 <33 Alyssa J and Ashley D

I wasn't mad because he didn't like me..
I was jealous because he liked her.. << That’s soo true even tho I lied and said it wasn’t

I want a boy to hold me
when all those scary parts
in those horror movies
come up.

and he doesnt even realize that the
little things he does--breaks her heart <|3

I know he doesn`t wanna be with me
he wants to be with her, so i'm not going
to interfere .. i'm just going to ( sit back)
and watch my whole world disappear

...for christmas i dont want qifts or wishes - i just simply want his
_________huqs && - » k i s s e s!_________

and i hear those oh-so-famous words once again.
` let's just be friends ` <|3

Well, what am I supposed to think?'
You're like the king of mixed signals.
One day you can't stand me. The
next
day
you can`t get enough of me.

no camera could ever capture the
look in her eyes & the feeling in
her heart when she looks at him <3

it sucks. looking at you two together..
it's like a slap in the face.
telling me all at the same second that you love her.
reminding me of what I’d kill to have &
all that I’m missing & how badly it truly hurts.
it's like a reality check just screaming
'you'll never be happy so deal with it.'

Do you ever wanna ask a question
but your heart is to scared to know the answer?

it`s those days where we sit around && do nothing.                                          it`s the moments we laugh so hard, we cry. it`s the                                          way we look at eachother && know what`s going on                                  through each other`s head it`s those stupid pictures &&                                     the jokes. those are the reasons we`re best friends

She says she doesn’t care but the look in her eyes                                              & the tone of her voice tell a different story

&& The hardest part is when he talks
about the
girl you want to be..<3

It's 2 AM and
She's lying on her bed
Staring at the ceiling
All these thoughts in her head
Just so confused
Doesn't know what to do
In need of someone to talk to
But doesn't know
who
So she just lies there
Her eyes fixed on the ceiling
With her headphones blaring
But nothing, she's hearing,
all because a boy....

& all she wants to be is the "i love you" in his profile

..all she wants is someone who will
cuddle with her on the couch..holding her
in his arms.. never letting her go <3

you ask how a girl can get through such
heartache and lies ;; but you just look at
whose by her side.

sometimes i do silly things like bang into walls,                                                   or have some serious blonde moments, but                                                   deep down inside, i`m just a
regular girl that`s looking for a real love
`..

You can only push a girl for so long..
then she walks out of your life,
on her own

Theres a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone
&& trying to fix everything
... It's not giving up
it's realizing that you don't n e e d certain people
and the drama they bring,

All she ever wanted was
somebody to actually care

she types 'yeah i`ll be okay'
as the tears silently fall down her face. </3

It kills me to know you're online
&
you won't talk to me.
it's just time I realize that
I don't
mean anything to you..
&
never really did...

it's like half of me wants to be with him
&&
the other half wants to get over him
i guess i'll always have that some -
thing for him.<3

i see your screen-name pop up. i don`t want to
iM you right away. i don`t want to seem desperate.
i wait a few minutes, but after a while, i lose the
courage. i need to talk to you. please, do me
a
favor. IM me first..

i want the truth from you
give me the truth
even if it hurts me

&& the thing she hates the most
is her own reflection

And we sat there at school laughing and joking and                                                it was that moment when I realized, this is it; this                                                 is the last time we'll ever be together sitting in our                                            group of friendship but I knew even though we                                                        wouldn¡¯t be together in person we'd always be                                           together at heart. That's what real friendship is.

I`m a tear.
I`ve been here before.
I know her perfumed fingers
.
I know the cold cold floor
.
Every time you leave her;
Every time you don`t call..
When she can`t help herself,
It`s my job to fall.

youu know youu really love someone
when youu don`t hate them for `-----
b r e a k ii n q __ your heart. <3 xo0x

and when the time is
right, you'll see how it's
funny how little it takes
for you to become
everything you say
you hate.

&& i kno how it feels
to sit on the edge of your bed
head in your hands
wishing it would all just end...

Call me a slut. Call me a whore.
Call me whatever. I’ve heard it
before. Say that I'm fake. Say
that I lie. Say what you want.
You won’t see me cry, because I
know none of it's true, but calling
me all this shit, ha, what the hell
does that make you?

Have you ever laid in bed hoping that
you'll wake up in the emergency room
hearing the words "..she's not gunna make it.."

Never let a guy know you like him because
then he knows that whatever he does, you're
still gunna love him & he's gunna mess with
your heart until it breaks in half

theres no point in trying to talk to you, i've tried
to have a conversation with you so many times
but all that comes out is the empty feeling in my
stomach and it .. makes me realize, you will never
feel the same way about me, as i do about you

everyday people ask her
[are you two going out?]
and he doesnt realize how painful
it is for her to sit there and say
[no, we're just friends.]

ever since i met you it just
hasn't been the same .. all
i've been doing is putting
hearts around you name <3<3

we flirt all the time, i just dont know
if you are really interested, or if
you are just playing games </3

I'm mad at myself not you. I'm mad for always
Being nice. i'm mad for always apologizing for
things I didn't do. I'm mad for getting attached
I'm mad for depending on you and wasteing my
time on you. I'm mad for thinking about you and
changing for you and wishing for you && most
of all not hating you when i should..but I can't

Shes scared because she’s finally realizing
How much he really means to her <3

you we're there for me for so many years .. making
me laugh while i was in tears ;; i will never let anyone
take your place because you're the best friend i've got.
you laugh at my stupidest jokes ;; put up with my worst
moods .. go along wth my crazy ideas .. and you still \\
manage to see the best in me <3

he looks at her like she's something new
but we all know it's just bad news so we turn away &
he doesn't see the things she does behind his back

have you ever had that empty feeling inside of you like
no one cares or loves you back feeling; as if you would of
cried no one would be there to wipe away the tears

she pulls back her hair as she screams "i don`t wanna live this life."

WANTED: a boy who will run up behind me, wrap his arms around me & kiss

i'm not that good of a person. i make mistakes. i have regrets. i act like i'm a lot smarter than i actually am. i cry. i laugh way to loud and things just seem to get to me. basically i'm saying im not perfect. but when i'm with you, it doesn't matter. because you make me smilei D0NT KN0W. i MEAN, i WANT
T0 BE HiS FRiEND. BUT THEN AGAiN,
i D0NT. Y0U KN0W?

i`m a mess & my room usually is too.
i laugh at the stupidest things, and say the
wrong thing at the wrong times. i cry for
no reason. sometimes i get mad easily.
but i`m just me & thats all i can be.

I don't want you;;
I know all you'll do is break my heart
But I can't help this feeling inside
I need you <3

Never let a guy know you like him because
then he knows that whatever he does, you're
still gunna love him & he's gunna mess with
your heart until it breaks in half

theres no point in trying to talk to you, i've tried
to have a conversation with you so many times
but all that comes out is the empty feeling in my
stomach and it .. makes me realize, you will never
feel the same way about me, as i do about you

You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel...

Have you ever laid in bed hoping that
you'll wake up in the emergency room
hearing the words "..she's not gunna make it.."

she's losing faith in what she knows.
hates her music;; hates all of her clothes.
thinks of surgery & a new nose.
every calorie is a war.
she wishes god would give her some answers
& make her feel beautiful.

it`s like i wanna tell you
|[but i don`t want you to know]|

if youu were a tear drop in my eye
for the fear of losing youu, i would
* N E V E R ++ C R Y *

every tear drop
...has a story </3

they can love us

hate us

immitate us, but they

can`t ever

separate us

don`t mind me

i`m just trying to

find a place where I belong

            so here i am telling myself i don't like you

but you give me that look and killer smile

and there i go again into that whole love thing

our friendship was built on trust
and shatter by breaking my trust

it gets hard to trust anyone
when everyone you ever opened your heart to
has let you down..

I walk around and act like I don't care.
But the *smiLe* on my face hides
the pain that is here ... <|3

I want the [ TRUTH ] from you.
Even if the [ TRUTH ] hurts me.

you wanna see who your real
friends are, screw up and see
whos still there

you should never give up
on the things that make you smileEVERYTiME
Y0U L00K AT ME, i REALiZE
JUST H0W MUCH i AD0RE TH0SE EYES

SO, YOU'RE THE BiTCH
WHO TOLD THE BiTCH
THAT I'M A BiTCH?
WELL, LiSTEN BiTCH
iT TAKES A BiTCH
TO KNOW A BiTCH
BiTCHIt's a lot easier to say you're mad than admit that you're hurt

I dont know if I’m actually getting better
Or just finally getting used to the pain

you say all these things to me
and you make them seem like you want me
but i have to remember you still like her

You don't know how much you miss something
until they are gone and you know; you will
never see them again...

I need to get away from here
away from all the mistakes
ive been making..

& she's just a stupid little girl
with her hopes too high
& feelings much too strong
especially for a boy like him

i'm not pretty.
i'm not perfect.
deal with it.
i do everyday

you're talking to a girl who has had her heart broken, cried for continuous hours, yelled & screamed for help. a girl who turned her back on the world & a girl who did nothing but love someone who couldn't love her back. <|3

so today was a horrible day.
don`t worry, there`ll be another one
tomorrow
.

You grab my attention when you walk into view.
It could be past midnight but I'm still thinking of you.
I can't control the feelings you got me going through.
I want to be your baby...but that's all up to you

i miss those midnight conversations and i miss how you
would make me laugh out of my own frustration. but you
just come to know that you get so used to being loved, and
in one second, it can all come crashing down. now i know to
not let anything get that far ever again. `cause i didn't know
how i could wake up one morning and have it all hit me.
i didn't know i could miss you this much.

You Never Know How Much People Are Important To You Till You Lose Themm. Those Moments you have with them Dont seem that important At the second but Looking back now ,, they were the best parts of my life.

goodbyes hurt you more than anything..
especially when deep down you know..
you will never say hello again

it hurts so bad to be alone
&& know that he isn't <//3

she finally realized;;
[all] of the tears &&
lies just [weren't]
worth it anymore

Do you honestly think that when you ignore me
it doesn't hurt?

It doesn't matter how long you've known him, if he's
kept you smiling since day one; don't lose him.

EVERYDAY PEOPLE ASK ME
" ARE YOU TWO GOiNG OUT ? " &
YOU DON`T REALiZE HOW PAiNFUL iT iS
TO REPLY . . . " NO WE`RE JUST FRiENDS "

the truth is... we hide so we can be found
we walk away to See who will follow we
Cry to see who will wipe away our tears&
we'll let our hearts Get broken to see who
will come and fix them

And her eyes screamed the saddest apology

Girls.Ladies.Sisters This is to the ones who have always been there when the world shut me out This is to the ones who cared Memories Tears Phone Calls Noone can replace the times weve had and what we have been through I Love you Best.Friends.Forever

Have you ever felt so helpless that you break down? I have. Have you ever felt so invisible
that you just want to scream? I have. Have you ever wanted so badly for someone to notice
you that you risk everything? I have. Have you ever cried just because you were used to it?
I have. Have you ever lied and said Yeah Im fine when someone asks if your okay? I have. Have you ever felt like you dont belong? I have. Have you ever been scared, not to die but to live? I have. Have you ever locked yourself away praying that your life will end? I have. Have you ever been stabbed in the back? I have. Have you ever been so attached that you just cant seem to
let go? I have. Have you ever walked alone in the dark with your headphones blaring and you
finally realize that no one gives a shit? I have.

& all she wants to be is the "i love you" in his profile

& I just can't put my feeling into words

he has no idea what goes on through her mind - - <3
S H E ` S S O G O O D A T P R E TE N D i N G
he will never know how many tears are fallen each
night for him.. nor the endless hours that she wastes
thinking.. maybe; just maybe..

HER GRADES ARE DR0PiN
SHES FALLiN BEHiND
SHES ALWAYS THiNKiNG
ALL BECAUSE SHES iN L0VE

there`s just something about him that made
me like him. ever since the day |[ i met him ]|
there was - something about hiim - that made
me go . a b s o l u t e l y. crazy for him <3&
she pretends she doesn't care
;
but really she cares more than anyone else

&& I wont give up trying, because
you mean everything to me. xoxoi see your screen-name pop up. i don`t want to
iM you right away. i don`t want to seem desperate.
i wait a few minutes, but after a while, i lose the
courage. i need to talk to you. please, do me
a
favor. IM me first..

i want the truth from you
give me the truth
even if it hurts me

&& the thing she hates the most
is her own reflectionthe |[ worst ]| thing about being lied to is
knowing that you`re not worth the truth.

the deepest feelings are shown in silence.&& every time i talk to
you, i fall a little harder

words are bullets and they can kill as good as any gun

and when the time is
right, you'll see how it's
funny how little it takes
for you to become
everything you say
you hate.

&& i kno how it feels
to sit on the edge of your bed
head in your hands
wishing it would all just end...

Call me a slut. Call me a whore.
Call me whatever. I’ve heard it
before. Say that I'm fake. Say
that I lie. Say what you want.
You won’t see me cry, because I
know none of it's true, but calling
me all this shit, ha, what the hell
does that make you?

Have you ever laid in bed hoping that
you'll wake up in the emergency room
hearing the words "..she's not gunna make it
.."

Never let a guy know you like him because
then he knows that whatever he does, you're
still gunna love him & he's gunna mess with
your heart until it breaks in half

theres no point in trying to talk to you, i've tried
to have a conversation with you so many times
but all that comes out is the empty feeling in my
stomach and it .. makes me realize, you will never
feel the same way about me, as i do about you

the hardest part about breaking up is the next
day, opening your notebook only to see
"i LOVE HIM" scribbled all over. <
/3

don't regret anything. because at one point,
it was exactly what you wanted. <3

the |[ worst ]| thing about being lied to is
knowing that you`re not worth the truth.

how could i forget you were my best friend?
you were so important to me & you've been a
big part of my life. how could you do this to'
me and expect me to forgive you?

she's sitting on a bride;gazing at the water
she's too afraid to jump;;yet so scared to stay.....

shes breaking down
and only *he* can save her

people say "why do you like him?" and honestly, i dont know. but there's just something about him and i just cant let him go.

You just have to live your life
not caring and shake
off the drama just to prove
that you're better
than they think you are

ever since i met you it just
hasn't
been the same .. all
i've been doing is putting
hearts around you name <3<3

we flirt all the time, i just dont know
if you are really interested, or if
you are just playing games </3

Feelings I used to have aren't there
&& for the first time in a long time..
i r e a l l y d o n t c a r e.

i'm giving up on you. i'm sick of trying.
i'm sick of caring with all of my heart.
&& getting shattered into peices. i'm
sick of everything. sick of you. so
do me a huge favor and leave me
alone, before you break my heart again.

The worst thing a boy can do is make a girl fall for him with no intention of catching her

I'm mad at myself not you. I'm mad for always
Being nice. i'm mad for always apologizing for
things I didn't do. I'm mad for getting attached
I'm mad for depending on you and wasteing my
time on you. I'm mad for thinking about you and
changing for you and wishing for you && most
of all not hating you when i should..but I can't

have you ever felt completly and totally alone
like the world is ignoring you,
everyone has turned the other way
no one cares anymore about how u feel
you're old news, they've moved on
they've found someone new

Shes scared because she’s finally realizing
How much he really means to her <3

you we're there for me for so many years .. making
me laugh while i was in tears ;; i will never let anyone
take your place because you're the best friend i've got.
you laugh at my stupidest jokes ;; put up with my worst
moods .. go along wth my crazy ideas .. and you still \\
manage to see the best in me <3

and when the time is
right, you'll see how it's
funny how little it takes
for you to become
everything you say
you hate.

&& i kno how it feels
to sit on the edge of your bed
head in your hands
wishing it would all just end...

Call me a slut. Call me a whore.
Call me whatever. I’ve heard it
before. Say that I'm fake. Say
that I lie. Say what you want.
You won’t see me cry, because I
know none of it's true, but calling
me all this shit, ha, what the hell
does that make you?

Have you ever laid in bed hoping that
you'll wake up in the emergency room
hearing the words "..she's not gunna make it
.."

Never let a guy know you like him because
then he knows that whatever he does, you're
still gunna love him & he's gunna mess with
your heart until it breaks in half

theres no point in trying to talk to you, i've tried
to have a conversation with you so many times
but all that comes out is the empty feeling in my
stomach and it .. makes me realize, you will never
feel the same way about me, as i do about you

everyday people ask her
[are you two going out?]
and he doesnt realize how painful
it is for her to sit there and say
[no, we're just friends.]

the hardest part about breaking up is the next
day, opening your notebook only to see
"i LOVE HIM" scribbled all over. <
/3

don't regret anything. because at one point,
it was exactly what you wanted. <3

the |[ worst ]| thing about being lied to is
knowing that you`re not worth the truth.

how could i forget you were my best friend?
you were so important to me & you've been a
big part of my life. how could you do this to'
me and expect me to forgive you?

she's sitting on a bride;gazing at the water
she's too afraid to jump;;yet so scared to stay.....

shes breaking down
and only *he* can save her

people say "why do you like him?" and honestly, i dont know. but there's just something about him and i just cant let him go.

You just have to live your life
not caring and shake
off the drama just to prove
that you're better
than they think you are

the hardest part about breaking up is the next
day, opening your notebook only to see
"i LOVE HIM" scribbled all over. <
/3

 

the |[ worst ]| thing about being lied to is
knowing that you`re not worth the truth.

how could i forget you were my best friend?
you were so important to me & you've been a
big part of my life. how could you do this to'
me and expect me to forgive you?

she's sitting on a bride;gazing at the water
she's too afraid to jump;;yet so scared to stay.....

so here i am telling myself i don't like you

but you give me that look and killer smile

and there i go again into that whole love thing

our friendship was built on trust
and shatter by breaking my trust

it gets hard to trust anyone
when everyone you ever opened your heart to
has let you down..

I walk around and act like I don't care.
But the *smiLe* on my face hides
the pain that is here ... <|3

 

& I just can't put my feeling into wordshe has no idea what goes on through her mind - - <3
S H E ` S S O G O O D A T P R E TE N D i N G
he will never know how many tears are fallen each
night for him.. nor the endless hours that she wastes
thinking.. maybe; just maybe..

HER GRADES ARE DR0PiN
SHES FALLiN BEHiND
SHES ALWAYS THiNKiNG
ALL BECAUSE SHES iN L0VE

there`s just something about him that made
me like him. ever since the day |[ i met him ]|
there was - something about hiim - that made
me go . a b s o l u t e l y. crazy for him <3

& she pretends she doesn't care ;
but really she cares more than anyone else

&& I wont give up trying, because
you mean everything to me. xoxo

 

Okaay so that is basicaly alot of quotes! lol

 

 


Sunday, April 30, 2006

Random credits... Had the best day of my life yesterday!! Made-out and did some other stuff with this guy i really really like!!

Im having surgery on Tuesday so i prob. wont be able to update for awhile. Sorry!

 

when everything breaks apart,
are we supposed to fix it
or is it supposed to stay that way?

a thousand words,
but none were spoken,
guess there's nothing left to say..
another dream just broken,
guess things just turn out that way.

the damage has been done.
and even though i know he`s a jerk. and i know
that all he`ll do is hurt me . . i still like him. i still
want him. and i hate myself for it.. <|3

Sometimes it easier to say you don't care than to explain all the reasons why you do.

losing a great friend is like giving someone your heart--once it's gone it won't ever come back<33

She's all alone again,
wiping the tears from her eyes,
Somedays she feels like dying,
Somedays it's not worth trying
She gets so sick of crying.. </3

Talk behind my back.
Tell everyone how annoying and mean I am.
Well, you're not so perfect yourself.

She knows she could never be good enough for you.
But for some reason, she tries anyway.

&* when you feel like giving up.. think of why you held on for so long <3

SOMETiMES YOU HAVE TO GET UP WHEN
EVERYONE iS EXPECTiNG YOU TO STAY DOWN

people ask me why it's so hard to trust people,
& i ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise

WE'RE NOT PERFECT. WE LAUGH TOO HARD,
WE ARE WAY TOO LOUD && WE MAKE COMPLETE FOOLS
OF OURSELVES, BUT DOiiNG iiT TOGETHER iiS WHAT
MAKES US BEST FRiiENDS FOREVER

Friends are better than nothing, I guess.
But, sadly, it's all we'll ever be.

her smile turned fake,
her laugh covered up the tears,
it was all too much to take.

 

He meant everything to her
But she meant nothing to him.
and the sad thing is she'd ;; <3
still do anything to be with him.

Nothing is okay anymore
she's falling apart
and who knows how much
longer she'll be around

I just want to run away from everything
From this fucked-up life
from this broken heart
from all the pain
I just want to start over

& slowly as the days go by,
you lose friends, you never
thought you would

Plenty of other guys out there. That's what everyone says. There are plenty of other guys out there besides him. Lots of fish in the sea, sure. But there's one problem, something you don't understand. None of them can make me feel the way he does. And I don't want any of those other guys, I just want him.

words are bullets and they can kill as good as any gun

Don't forget what people say when they're mad;
that's when the truth comes out.

She looks away & smiles
Pretending she doesn't care

And she spent all her time
trying to be good enough
for the one person it would never matter to

doesnt it suck when he knows just how
you feel about him, but he doesnt do
anything about cause he doesnt care ?

People who don't know me
think I'm quiet; people that
do know me, wish I was.

i wanna be the reason you smile<3

And all she needs right now
is for him to wrap her up in his
arms, look her in the eyes, and
tell her he loves her

Everyone keeps telling me to just get over you and to move on. They obviously don’t understand just how hard I've already tried.

Rock bottom is when you can't take it anymore.
You're mad enough to scream and sad enough to cry.
I've officially hit rock bottom.

she blows big bubbles with her gum
& laughs when they pop all over her pretty face
she dances in her victoria secret underwear
she takes crazy pictures
& posts them on her myspace
& to her friends shes a star
because she realized that life
is way too short to be crying
over the asshole that broke her heart

I WANNA BE THE GIRL
HE GiVES HiS HO0DiE TO0 WEAR &&
CUDDLES UP NEXT TO WHEN iTS COLD
I WANT HIM TO COME UP BEHIND ME,
WRAP HiS ARM`S AROUND MY WAIST
CATCH ME COMPLETELY OFF GUARD &&
WHISPER, YOU LOOK BEAUTiFUl BABY.

don't settle for anyone other than
the one you want. the one you cant
live without. wait for the one who
pushes your buttons && makes you
mad on a daily basis. love isn't supposed
to be easy; it's supposed to be worth it.

Don't let go too soon, don't hold on too long.

& she finally stopped looking,
she knew he was her everything.. <3

Sex, drugs, rock, & rave. Let's get smashed & misbehave. On speed & weed & little e's, let's get high & talk to trees. Life's a trip then you die so fuck the world & let's get high.

we havent been friends for very long
but you're my best guy friend
sad, i know & the worst part is
i wish we were more

No matter what I do
it will never be good enough for you

be lucky to have him as a friend because if you & him date & then break up, that friendship will never be the same. & in those months that you don't have him as a friend.. those will be the months you need him the most, & you won't have him. he's a great friend, so don't wish for more than you have because you have it better than anyone to have him be your best friend. <3

sometimes you gotta try
your hardest N0T to care no
matter how much you really do..

sticks & stones are hard on bones,
aimed with angry art. words can
sting like anything, but silence
breaks the heart. </3

There's something in your eyes
that makes me s.m.i.l.e

What's meant to be will always find a way..<3

everytime our eyes meet
this feeling inside me is
almost more than i can take

i must be a pretty good liar
for you to honestly think
that i just want to be friends

cry over cuts and stitches...not sluts and bitches

it crushes my heart, when you call me just a friend.

sometimes you kiss someone
& you know right then & there
that's who you want to kiss
for the rest of your life.

you know he's something special'
when no matter what kind of mood you're
in, he can always manage to make you smile .

the way you make me feel is hard to explain <3

when you're still smiling about something
that happend 2 days ago
you know there is something more to this

The longer she hides the tears, the worse the pain. Why can’t he just give her a chance?



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